#twenty-one#21#

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2010-09-13T20:32:00.001+08:00

STRESS IS ALL I CAN SAY...
NOT ABOUT EXAM BUT ABOUT MONEY...
EVERIBODY TALKIN ABOUT MONEY...YYY!!!
haix...

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2010-07-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

okie...
i dunno y i become so emo this few days...
i am oni like actin happy in front of my friends...
its like after i found out that alot ppl hate mi...
den i start to b withdraw from the world...
there is nth i can do...
but everiwhere i go sure got ppl hate mi...
some times i cant even feel the happiness in mi...
y muz life b such a killer???
y muz there b more down den up???
where are all my happy memory???
sometimes i wonder if they are really my friends or nt?
sometimes i always think that just stay at home and keep myself away from the world is good???
just cant help it...
i always say i am alright wen i am not....
wen ppl enjoyin i stayin at home facin computer...
or even at bed???
i just dun understand y my life muz b like that???
emo back alreadi...haix...

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2010-07-07T18:36:00.002+08:00

okie..i realise that wen we sch open there is alot of camp tat need trainer..
but i cant do...omg...its money leix...wanna earn oso got problem...sianx...
and my ankle is givin mi problem..coz i sprain and nvr give a damn...hahas...
but wad to do...in camp injured..hard to treat leix...
lolx...who can i talk to leix...
no body...hahas..
who will listen to mi naggin...all my pain...
i am sufferin alone....
tell mother oso i dunno wad she will do...sianx...
there is nth i can do...see doc oso no money...
i owe ppl so much money alreadi sia...
sianx...
how i goin to pay the debt..
slowly bah...hahas...
there is nth i can do man...
right ankle is givin mi problem liaox...
sianx...think need to see doc liaox...hahas..
see my mum liaox lorx...

[408]

2010-07-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

today actually suppose to b a good day for mi...but den end up i ruin it...
its all my fault actually...i am always the spoiler...
i always spoil the mood of everibody...
y am i born like that....
y the fuck is everithing happenin to mi...
what the fuck is happenin to my life...
just depressed at the moment...

[407]

2010-06-20T17:46:00.002+08:00

PIAI camp rock man...
okie it was a last min decision...
hahas..inno trainers retreat camp..fun to the max...
hope i can go again...coz it rockx...
especially paint ball...hahas..
the activities there is coolio to the max man...lolx..
too enjoyin till dunno how to express...hahas...

[406]

2010-05-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

omg...long time no blog..hahas...
actually veri lazy to blog...
but once in a while blog better...
to let eu all noe that i am still alive...
hahas..
aniwae many things happened during this time...
got sad and happy...
but just hope everithing is okie lorx...
and i get to noe one thing lah..which is veri sad to mi too...
but wad to do..thats mi...
just accept mi for who i am man..
dun like mi den just fuck off from my life man...
and i really gonna chiong my work liaox...
coz i wanna earn alot of money...hahas...the more the better...
i really wanna buy alot of things man...
haix..i feel i am just one sucker...
some looser i am....haix...
damn sad lah...

[405]

2010-04-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

hey hey...here to blog...
sun competition comin...
and i haven been goin to ani trainin...
and project oso chiong like crazy...
hahas...bcoz i wan to finish fast...
and i really hope to continue my interest..
and 2 days ago...i went to collect my first pay...
woohoo...so happy gettin the pay lah...
and guese wad...
i really thinkin whether to use the money to buy my camp stuff or nt...
bcoz its like some sort a need for my camp...
i really hope i can do well and go to my outdoor adventure learnin..
bcoz i am startin to like camp and oso those outdoor adventure..
i really hope i can advance in this line lorx...hahas...
and i realise that my classmate and i the distance are gettin further...
i dunno y oso...
hope i can do well...

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2010-03-24T06:07:00.002+08:00

okie...i noe eu ppl will think y am i up at this moment...
its bcoz i cant sleep...
due to certain reason...
which is damn the fuck up...
its like eu so tired...
sleep...den ppl come go out walk come back..
nvm...come back sleep still okie...
but wad they do is keep disturbin mi...
how to sleep like that...
actually is nt oni one time...
is alot of time alreadi...
i told myself to tahan...
but they just non stop disturbin mi...
how to sleep like that...
and i hate to go those spooky place...
bcoz i hav no guts...
not oni that..
i feel that we should just let them do wad ever they wan...
and not go disturb them...
now i just feel like goin home to hav a good sleep thats all...
i just feel like cryin...
aniwae shall stop here...

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2010-03-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

hey...
here to blog...hahas..
been long since i blog...
coz i was sick like for veri long since 3rd march...
suddenly i had a fever..den cough start...
den fever was like up and down like no body business...
wan to do last min revision oso got problem...
and so on the 8th of march of coz wen to sch wid illness..
and of coz did my exam wid a fever and cough...
and i hope i dun do really badly...
even if i did i oso had no choice lah...
so after my exam...
rest for like 1 day den had to take camp..
coz they not enough trainer...so yeah...
tot was 3 day 2 nite...
but end up did a back to back camp...
wah..super tired i tell eu..if not for the kids they entertain mi...
i think i will hav like fall asleep and not wakin up lorx...
and i had sun burn on my nose...
and i am kinda dark..
coz of the weather..
wth lorx...suddenly hot like crazy...
another min rain like crazy..
but i really had fun...
and there goes my one week of holiday...
and now second week of hols...
was kinda sleepy ever since the camp..
had no idea...
mayb cant sleep at nite bah...hahas...
den yesterdae wen to meet some of my friend to discuss about the chalet..
den wen to bugis to check out some stuff...
and after that ran to chase for bus..
wen reach home sleep at nite...
feel that my ankle something wrong..
think that time i sprain den nvr take care of it lorx..
now old injury back liaox...
i had no idea wad happen...
it just suddenly got a feelin like i sprain ankle..
so now wid a something wrong ankle...
hahas...
today went out wid sis and grandmother...
really is window shopping lorx...
hahas...
did nth much lah...
den now my leg really got a strange feelin...
but dun care lah...
i just wan more camp...den got more money...
omg...its so cool to actually take camp as trainer lah...omg...
but muz sacrifise sleep...lolx...
today received another good news...
i was selected to attend the team leader training course for YOG...
wah...now i oso dunno team leader for wad sia...
YOG damn messy...but just hope i got job to do can liaox...hahas...
i shall see how the training goes..hahas...
okie lah...i think i shall stop here...damn sleepy sia...
gd nite...

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2010-01-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

yoz...
shall blog about wad happen yesterdae...
hahas...
okie after sch i went to get my black belt...
and i actually ask my friends to come along...
told them about the martial arts shop..
hahas...
and after that went makan..
and mani funny things happen..
seriously they really make my day man...
den after that my friend actually suggest that we go for a shesha...
and being a noob of coz i make a fool of myself...
but its really an unforgetable experience...
coz they really make my day...
hope to hav more trip of it...
hahas...
and we play games super fun...
like loser hav the suck the shesha for 10s...
and its like black jack...
so got double and stuff...
super funny sia...
wow...hehe...
and today...
during lunch i intro a game that i learn yesterdae...
and we really hav fun...
coz everitime play dai dee oso sianx wad...
lolx..
so intro some games lorx...
i really enjoy myself sia...
woohooo....
okie shall stop here...
kinda sleepy...but still hav to tahan till tonite...hehe...
bb...

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2010-01-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

okie..
been long since i update my blog...hahas...
shall update now...
tml is my black belt grading...and i hope it will b a successful wan...
coz its like last min tell mi got grading...wen i haven really prepare for it...
just hope tml will do well lorx..
although all my grading are last min..but this one is really stress man..
but if i really can get it..den i really veri happy sia...
coz i fullfill 2 wish...b4 enter poly got black belt...
and oso b4 shu hui leave sg for her studies...
hahas...but there is one sad thing...
my ankle and knee will bcome crazy...omg....
i hope tml will b a good wan....coz its like...black belt grading leix...
i hope i perform well...
hahas...

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2010-01-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

hey hey..
here to blog...
hahas...
first post of 2010...
lolx...
so fast...another yr hav passed...
lolx...and tml start sch alreadi...
to alot of young ppl its the start of new sch term...
but to some of us its not the start of new sch term just continue..
hahas...this yr i hope to maintain my gpa 4...
bcoz i really hope to go to poly second yr...
den continue to study hard and proceed to uni...
if i can proceed to uni life lah...hahas...
bcoz i still dun wan to start work so fast first..
nvr did i imagine myself as an workin adult...
hahas..
and in the yr 2009 alot of ups and down...
hope that this yr will b a better yr...
hahas...
and in another 2 more days...
i am out of triangle plate driving alreadi...
hahas...like finally...
but den still hoping to get a bike of my own..
so that i can go aniwhere free and easy...
although its veri ex but still tryin to save money....hahas..
wad to do....lolx..
really hope to meet up with my old friends again...hahas...
like super long nvr meet them liaox...lolx...
and i hav to end liaox...
bcoz i am runnin out of words to say...hahas...bb..

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2009-12-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

okie...finally i blogged...haha...
like on sunday had a competition...
of coz lost lah..
no idea wads happenin...
just keep givin ppl point...
fouls here and fouls there...
lolx...sad sia...
so e mood got kinda low..
but i was so hyper coz i dun wan to feel sad..
haha...
so sch now a days not bad...
still okie...
just that tcher teachin a bit blur nia...
but hope i can understand wad tcher is teachin lorx..haha..
aniwae shall stop bloggin...haha...nite nite...

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2009-11-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

i wonder where is the cheerful always noisy and talkative denise...
she is gone...
now left the sad and quiet some time a bit noisy denise oni...
haix...y muz there b up and down...
wen up...really up...
wen down..really down...
this few days..really down...
dunno who to talk to...
but thanx to one guy...
which he really let mi let all my hearts out...
i hope mani ppl wont bully him...
really feel bad..i got bully him once...
haix...
life is miserable...sad...
shall stop..gd ntie..

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2009-11-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

there goes my lovely life i hav been enjoyin for some times...
haix...
guess i am back to thinkin i am the useless in the family again...
wad to do...
they make mi think this way...
from young been naughty..
guess this is the retribution bah...
she cold wared wid mi...
even dad not happy too...
everithing just came crushin down...
some stupid thinkin..
haix...
no mood for anithing....

[396]

2009-10-21T20:28:00.003+08:00

hey ppl..
here to blog...
i think it will take mi sometime to blog about my thai trip....
as i am now super busy hav to time to really blog about my thai trip...
schedule is really damn full....
can say like that la...
its like so mani things man...think i should stop acceptin thing liaox...
if its useful den i will go for it..if not den i shall stay in sch...
as i am missing out alot of things liaox...haha...
omg lah...sianx...
haix..too mani things left undone...
sadded...
so mani problem...
sch work oso got problem...
scared got things..haha..
k lah..bye bye...

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2009-10-16T14:06:00.001+08:00

sorrie for the long time no blog...ah ha...
due to something....i close my blog....
coz dun wan ppl to read mah...so now i open back...
okie many things have happen...
went to thailand for some YEP stuff...
and its kind of cool coz i make alot of friends...
shall blog about wad happen there another time....
coz i am really lazy to blog...ah ha...
so yeah...and sch hav started...
and ya...everithing change..
coz we yr 2 now...
but still same classmate...which i find its okie lah...
at least we are not seperated...ah ha...
okie...been busy wid stuff...
so kind of lazy...hope i can blog wen i am free lorx...ah ha..
kk...gtg..bb,..

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2009-09-11T14:18:00.003+08:00

hey hey...
here to blog...hehe...
now currently at sch doin project oso known as FYP...
big project...
need to solder...
but den there are oni 2 stations...
so i slack oni lorx...hehe...
super boring sia...
like nth to do like that...slack in sch oni..hehe...
okie..shall stop bloggin alreadi..hehe...

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2009-09-09T17:36:00.001+08:00

exams are finally over...
but stress not over...
sianx lah...
this means marks the start of project...
today exam..
total disappointment...
really CMI...
haix...really sad to the core man...
now pray hard that tcher will help mi oni...
think i will get lower marks den my wife...
sad ar...
this is the first time i exam so stress...
usually go in take exam like nth happen like that..
this time round...haix...
but wad done is done cannt b undone...
so yeah...

[391]

2009-09-04T22:38:00.001+08:00

hey hey...
here to blog...omg...
EXAMS ARE HERE!!!!
and its like 2 more days...
this few days hav been studyin like crazy...lolx...
really gonna work hard for this exam alreadi...
get gpa 3.5 and above...
den can go alot of place alreadi...lolx..
shall stop...bb..

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2009-08-27T18:55:00.003+08:00

i am sad now...haix...
there is nth i can do... :(
dun ask mi y...
its all my fault...
she will nvr forgive mi...

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2009-08-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

okie i think i am goin into depression..
mani things happen...
and yet some of them i cant solve it...
okie...there are really mani things that is happening..
and guess wad..i am actually puttin an act on it...
those smiles are just fake..
those craziness that i always in are just makin mi temporary not thinkin of sad stuff.
everithing that i do are just fake...
too mani things...
i guess i haven rest enough...
although phsically i am okie..but mentally i am not..
just too tired to move on liaox...
guess i need a longer rest...long enough to make mi recover mentally...

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2009-08-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

omg..its another boring day...
stayin at home make mi think alot...
like i see all those sad thing..
and it really make mi like wanna cry but cant...
omg...so boring...
and sad....
and thinkin negative...
guess i am back to my negative thinkin again..
omg..i cant stay at home...argh..

[387]

2009-08-15T19:33:00.003+08:00

firstly i wanna wish my best friend SOON TONG YING a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY.
finally 18 le horx...can do alot of things alreadi horx...
like buy alcohol and watch M18 show..haha...

next..been thinkin alot lately..which make my mood really bad...
but just that everitime i am fakin a smile nia...
i just dunno y...i keep feelin sad...its like..
i dunno how to explain...
and i guess i am goin to go into depression mode again...
ah ha...
think i goin crazy soon lah...lolx...
nvm den..shall end here...just dun feel like revealling much of details..
as some of my friends dunno wads happenin..hehe...
and many things happen lately which i dun wanna mention...lolx...
gtg..bb..

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2009-07-24T13:44:00.001+08:00

first i wan to thank my wife for makin a trip down to my house just to pass mi my hw...thanks...love ya...hehe...aniwae i am still sick...as i am still coughin..ah ha...tml gt bball trainin...i guess...i can oni go down and see and not train...coz haven fully recover...ah ha...aniwae i wanna thanks those who actually send their concern to mi.. :) really feel happy to see so mani ppl concern about me...hehe...kk..i shall stop here..haha...

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2009-07-23T19:21:00.002+08:00

so its confirm that i am sick...mc for 3 days and today is the 2nd day...stayed at home...sleep almost the whole day...omg its like..i am mabok lah..even though got no fever..but still veri tired..i dunno y...so i guess..really hav to sleep and rest well for this 3 days...hehe...thanx my friend for the concern...so happy to hear that...kk..needa rest..hehe...

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2009-07-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

OMG...i think i am fallin sick..i am coughin and my throat feel funny..and i kind of keep sneezing..and my appetite is gettin lesser...haix...guess i am too shag to move on...i need a rest man...haix...

[383]

2009-07-16T22:00:00.001+08:00

stress is all i can say...high expectation...i wonder if i really cannt stay at the standard wad will really happen to mi...i am hangin strong bcoz of my sweet classmate...and oso my wifey...everiday nvr fail to make mi laugh wan...my classmate are my loves man...oso not forgetin my family member lah...lolx...but my classmate everiday nvr fail to make mi laugh...they make mi go crazy...lolz...okie...this is all i can say..gtg..nite nite...

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2009-07-14T18:22:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
here to blog...
its been 1 week plus since sch started...
been busy studyin wid friends...
haha...
classmate was damn cool...
damn sad...after i saw some pictures...
really wonderin if my ayg friends like mi or nt...
they are like givin mi a feeling that they dun like mi leix...
i dunno y i hav this kind of feeling..but ya...
haix...
damn fuck up day ever since sch start sia...
just wan to go sch and study and enjoy myself...
but the problem is i am so damn fuckin stress lah...
really dunno wad to do sia...
so mani problems..
which i dunno how to say...
sianx...
argh....
aniwae i dunno wad to say alreadi...
shall go off le..
bb...

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2009-06-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

second post for the day
dunno wad to post...
thinkin alot..but i dunno wad to say...
bball rock my life now...
but still worried about match...
scared i dun play good...haha...

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2009-06-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

okie..shall make this post short...
my holidays are not holidays...
i hav been busy wid bball...
and till no time for mi friends too..
but this thurs and fri goin to study..
lolx..i hope we really study..ah ha..
ani wae my back still hurts..
and i dunno y...
mayb i nvr take good care of it..
so dun b surprise wen i am warded into hospital..
tml match i will play well..and i hope to play well too...
bye..goin bbdc for btt..hope i can pass..wait for my good news... :)

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2009-06-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

there is something wrong with my back..
its hurtin damn alot..
wen i move my right leg its hurtin too...
something is wrong..
and eu noe wad.. i dun give a damn..
coz no one cares..lolx..
jkjk...
but my back is really hurts..
i am sayin no to doctor..
coz i believe it will get better with amper of rest...
and tml i die die oso need to get out of my house and shoot some balls..
if not i am not goin to make it man...
argh...haha..my back is makin it impossible...sianx..
okie..shall stop here..nite nite..

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2009-06-17T16:58:00.001+08:00

yoyo here to blog...
eh...yesterdae had bbq wid my classmate...
hehe...although it was fun at times
but still some of e time we are boring...
coz no one bought poker..
and i had to go and buy...
currently havin back pain and knee pain...
and i hav to go trainin later due to match on sat...
just charge my battery...
now i noe in some ppl eyes mi and him are not human...
coz they are tired..so are we...its not say that they are the oni ones that ton the whole nite...
wen we were walkin..they walk so fast...
reason y walk slow..coz everi where pain due to monday badminton..
omg...wad a bbq..if oni its a chalet...
next time i sure do the same to them wan...
nvm..make in so lonely rite...
all stupid excuse...
tired tired tired...
they tired we not tired meh...
coz they rich mah...
we poor...nvm...poor take bus...
still dunno y lorx...
tired still can walk so fast..
dun even noe that we are not behind them alh...
k gtg needa prepare for trianin later...
this is fate..
i am just rantin on my blog...
sorrie...
bb...

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2009-06-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

okie..here to blog...
yesh ar..holiday is here...but i am kinda busy...
as schedule for the first week is fully booked...
accept for fri..i guess...ah ha...
but still i will try to fork out time and spend it wid my friends..ah ha
sianx..holidays so mani assignment...omg...i wonder how to finish...lolx
sianx...shall stopped here..update more next time..hehe..

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2009-06-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
just bloggin out on wad is on my mind...
i wonder if my family really understand mi...
understand wad i wan???
so wad if i won some medals...
they are not proud...
after watchin show...i feel that i should run away frm home...
sometimes i really dun understand y parents are so kia su???
i am really havin alot of stress sia...
all A WTF is this...
i wonder in the first place y she even brought mi to this world...
and y the hell did i even end up like that...
haix...
WADS WRONG WITH MI????
y sis can study but not mi???
y i just cant study???
y am i so useless..
i am back to depress again sia...
i love beingin with my classmate coz they make mi laugh and forget my worries...
and i enjoy myself with them...
i love my family...but y izzit that sometimes they make mi cry...
haix...
poly poly is all they wan..
mental stress they cant see it...
i just dun show it...
haix...talk to ppl oni good..den own child another thing...
sometimes i really dunno wad parent thinkin about sia...
haix...shall stop here...gd nite...

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2009-05-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

yoyoi...
my ankles hurts like hell...
something is wrong with my ankle...
i dunno wad happen...
argh...

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2009-05-23T12:26:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
here to blog...
hehe...
now i everiwhere oso achin sia...
trainin alot but i like it...hehe...
i will not stop smokin but i will carry on train to b a fit...
now my ankle damn pain..but i dunno y sia...
no idea wads happenin...
sianx...
okie lah...later i still got trainin shall stop here...
gd nite...

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2009-05-10T18:23:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
a bit emo...
but dunno y...
hehe...
and i guess my trainin days are like wed thurs and sat for the time being...
and my studys are like boring...
as there is nth to study...
boring like shit...
everiday go sch...
see teacher teach this ar that ar...
dunno teach wad...
but i just hope i can continue lorx...
i wan to study...
study good good..
sports oso good...
guess i am goin back to play bball again...
ah ha...and i cant believe that i join outside team lah...lolx...
aniway...ya...
and this few days walk right ankle dunno wad happen...
nvm lah...
who cares man...
small injury oni lah...no need worry lah..
and i guess i can say bye bye to my two long little finger nails...
need to cut away alreadi...lolx..
nth to talk le..
bb..

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2009-05-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

yoz here to blog...
actually dun think it will b a happy post..
as i watchin my sch daze on internet...
due to cant watch tv on week days...
and i bcome emo le..
i dunno y...
and i think i goin to go into bball...
as eu noe its always my dream to play...
now i think i joinin outside team and sch team...
and i wanna play fb and karate..
but i dunno whether i can make it or nt...
guess i will need to b a mugger alreadi...
sad...haix...
just emoin...finding ppl to talk..
but haix...emo...
shall go into emo state and mayb mugger state...
ciaox...

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2009-05-05T17:41:00.002+08:00

okie..i think its time i should update..ah ha...
aniwae i had fun wid my class...everiday fun and laughter..
my class re shuffle..and i am alrite with the class...
accept that i miss some ppl frm the previous class...
lolx...okie...everiday is a brand new chapter of my life...
coz everiday will hav diff joke...
and oso...disturb the teachers...
but we study okie...
as eu can see...i oni study for 1and half yrs...
coz of exemption...
and its maths all thie semt...omg...
its so interesting...and i haven been slackin since sch start...
as everitime teacher give tutorial finish in sch...
and lesson is boring if there are no jokers in class...lolx...
k gtg..lazy to type much...hehe...
and i am still thinkin whether to join bball or nt...ah ha...
gg...

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2009-04-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

yoyo here to blog...
this whole week was full of fun and laughter in sch..damn cool sia...
okie...i really gonna miss my classmate...coz we are goin to b seperated soon...
thats veri sad you noe...
wed wen for karate trainin...
thurs wen for fb trainin...
omg karate and fb is my passion...muahahahaha...
but there is one thing i sprain my ankle...
super pain...now i pai kar again...
haix...wed i sprain...
thurs dun care go trainin...
den run here and there make it more pain...dunno wad sia i nvr do anithing...haha...
den now i am pai kar..hope i recover soon...hehe...
ankle guard is part of my life..hehe...
shall end here..bb..

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2009-04-21T17:02:00.002+08:00

yoyo...here to blog...
yesterdae had an okie day...
start to mix around wid my friend...
today...veri happy coz another gal come and join us in sch today...
and she is frm macpherson..
omg..its so cool...
and today lesson super fun..coz mix around wid friends...and they keep makin us laugh..
omg...today the best man..laugh all day...
and tml is engin math all the way sia...
sianx ar...
nvm..shall update tml..hehe...bb..

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2009-04-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

yoyo..
hmmm...mayb i should blog everiday about wad i did...
coz its like i am lonely...sad...
lolx..5th day of sch...still not bad...
start to talk to my class the gal name atiqah...
she friendly...
today hav lesson by my ca coz his module...
go sch startin he clear the admin stuff...
and he say bad news is mayb we gonna change class...
coz too mani exemption alreadi...
den they wanna put those exempt frm apa and dpa de together in one class..
but still haven confirm yet lah..
i am startin to enjoy my class..especially my ca
damn funny can...i think his lesson quite okie lah..
haha...okie shall stop here...hehe...dunno wad to blog alreadi...lolx..

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2009-04-16T20:22:00.002+08:00

yoyo..
here to blog...okie..
wad i did today was just go sch and slack...
after 4days of sch den i start talkin to my classmate...
omg...okie lah..kind of warm up wid that gal liaox..
manage to get my first number in class..hope i can b more socialise wid them...
but i scared that i will change class...
if so means will hav to make new friends again...
but should b okie lah..
nvm...still can make it...hehe...
so kinda mix around wid yu han...speak to him more often now...
break time we always together...haha..do nth...lolx..
mayb coz he no friend in that sch bah...
so i intro my other electronics friend to him..
so we 3 frm mac ite go dover de kinda hang around together lorx..
haha...eat chicken rice...damn nice and filling lah..
gonna go there for my lunch man..die die oso muz go there eat...haha...

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2009-04-13T17:11:00.004+08:00

yo...
here to blog..
first of all i would like to wish AVRIL HAPPY BIRTHDAY...hehe...
okie today first day of sch...
like nth...and lonely in class..
coz no ppl i noe...and oni 2 gals including mi..
damn sad can..
see those ppl in my class..
i really miss my ex class...
we started off as stranger..
but soon we were friends...
here diff..all like hav their own friends...lolx..
lonely for the 2 yrs...
met a few ppl frm macpherson ite too...
kind of happy to see them in same sch as mi...
coz at least got ppl to meet up...
and so on and so for...
lolx...okie lah...
first day slack..
shall update about tml..heh..

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2009-04-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
long awaited time is here...
but dreaded on goin to sch...
y bcoz need to like go back to square 1 like that...
like hav to intro again..its kind of sad lah...haha...
so now hav to aim lorx second yr poly...ah ha...
but i dun mind first yr poly sia...
den got alot of things...haha..
ai ya..dunno wad to say..shall blog tml..hehe..

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2009-04-06T13:39:00.002+08:00

alrite here to blog...
okie..first yesterdae was my bday...
how i spend it...of coz at home playin maple the whole day lorx...
second i would like the thanx these ppl for rememberin and wishin mi happy birthday...
ppl that send m by sms:
Aril, Ivy, Daphane, Sarah, Brian, Edward, Shanice
ppl that send by facebook:
Jacquline, PeiRong, PeiShan
ppl that send mi in msn:
Mabel my dearest, Khalisah my bestie, and Joel my korx...
ppl that send mi in maple:
Jonathan, Joanna and Zi Jie...
reason y maple coz we were playin maple...haha...
and ya..today goin to celebrate it wid jac and ps haha...was suppose to b outitn...
but jac last min cant make it...so end up cele my belated bday...lolx...
but ya...spendin bday at maple...not a bad idea either...haha...
and to
MABEL manymany hugs...
thanx for everithings...i really miss those time went we were not happy wid bapok and doraemon...haha..playin metal slug and spider solitaire in class...doin work together...and scoldin teacher bhind their back...damn cool...you are my best partner i ever had...but haix...we go into diff sch..should hav go to same sch as eu lorx...regret choosin dover...haha...but still we can chill and meet out rite?haha...really gonna miss eu...and i confirm spam ur phone wen sch open wan..eu better reply mi horx...haha...see my love letter to eu...hehe..:)
okie shall end here adn go play maple alreadi..bb...

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2009-03-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

hey hey...quite a while din blog le eh...
dunno y been super tired today..although i sleep until 12 plus den wake up...
and one more thing...i am sick for like dunno how long alreadi lorx...
flu plus a cough...super long...
until now...still havin flu...think too much phlegm...
cough and flu..damn irritating...
haix...
another thing oso..today my muscle ache like hell coz yesterdae went training...
omg...i am like a robot today...
yesterday tot was in a good mood suddenly come home..
talk about volunteer things...mother like not happy...
haix...i really dunno how alreadi lorx...

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2009-03-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
hmmm...thinkin alot of things this few days...
dunno y...mayb coz of family bah...
this few days i super free...but no ppl ask mi oout...
wen i not free so mani ppl ask mi out...
wad is this man...
pathetic loner...sadded...
but even if i go out wid my friends.....................
i am oso thinkin alot...
coz its like y they can make it to poly y they are more clever den mi...
and y am i ended up in ite...
which alot ppl think its a sch for those that dun like study...
haix...
sis even cleverer den mi lorx...
sadded...
ai ya...just that i not feelin veri up thats all...
damn feelin down...haha....
okie...gtg...bb...

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2009-03-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

yoyo..here to blog...
actually no mood to blog lah..
coz this periods is about the sch stuff...
so yeah...
really been down...the oni time i smile is wen go out wid friends...
and its a fakin smile...
no idea y...
i am the most useless in the family..
sis go jc...
mi leix..slackin around oso dunno whether in higher nitec can make it or nt...
haha...sad...
aniwae gtg...
no mood to blog...bb...

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2009-03-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

yoyo..here to blog..
makin it short and simple...
today went out wid karate gang..omg..
i really miss goin out wid them lorx...
its so fun goin out wid them...
coz its a once in a blue moon thing...haha..
den went to watch movie...
its comin soon.,..omg..
i give this movie a 4.5/5
wah...its super scary to some...but its oso veri interestin
should watch...i dun mind watchin again..lolx..
okie...so after that wen to suki group eat buffet..
wah we order and order and order...den eat alot..
dessert oso eat 2 round...
den after that acc kerlyn go bus stop...
den go play arcade...
den after that go slack wid justin...
den go home...
den wan play dota...
but waitin for game...as i dun hav the files..
haha...
okie..gtg...bb...

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2009-03-13T16:06:00.004+08:00

yoyo...
hmmm...dunno what to say...
whether feeling down or wad...
but i think my ankle the injury come back again...
i dunno whether izzit true lah..
coz just now i feel my ankle something wrong..
but who cares man...
dunno y feel like findin ppl to talk...
but dun seems to find one..
nvm...all hav their own things mah...
thats y i blog...all my ranting here...
i dunno y lah...
y is my life like that...
i appeal eu oso sad..
i nvr appeal eu oso sad...
wad should i do???
whats wrong wid my life??
i really dun understand...
i am lousy..
i am useless...
i think its better if i go and die now...
i dunno y...
mayb i am really useless...
lousy in wadever i do...
i actually got alot of things to say..
dun b surprise to see mi on newspaper becomin crazy...
is all the stress...
wadever..the old happy denise is dead...
i dunno wads the next crazy thing i am goin to do...
i am goin crazy...
mentally stress...
i hate myself...i dun like myself at all...
so wad if i rant here...
rant to my friends...
i am goin crazy...who noes...
no one noes wad the hell is goin on...
i myself oso dunno...
haix...

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2009-03-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

hey..yoyo...
many things hav happen...
sad things happen more...
feelin down this few days again...
which is like i dunno how to say...
its kind of sad...
i really dunno its like..
everitime i look at my mother...
i am sad...if no poly wan mi den i really dunno wad to do sia...
i am prayin really hard to get a poly...
i really hope to go poly...
if i go ite i dunno wad i will end up like...
study hard?i dunno...
just thinkin whether studin izzit my style...
or am i oni go sch to play oni...
haix..just say i am down thats all...

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2009-03-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

haix...look like things aint that good today..
poly application results is out...
din really get into the poly..
tomolo i am goin to appeal..
and i hope that they will allow mi to appeal..
if really cmi den i will hav to go to dover ite to study higher nitec liaox
waste another 2 more yrs...
haix...wad the hell is wrong wid mi??
just now come home frm trainin mother din really talk to mi...
haix...look like the more we expect it to come..
the more its not...and my dream is not come true...
coz cant go ngee ann poly...which i wanted to go lorx...
hope tomolo will b better...
shall stop here..bb..

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2009-02-28T13:43:00.002+08:00

will dream come true?haha..
bcoz i dream that i went into ngee ann poly...haha..
i really hope that i will go to that poly lah..
coz its near and got alot of friends in there...
and oso got karate there..haha..damn cool...
okie shall stop here..haha..

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2009-02-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

been down for this few days...
had been like at home for quite sometimes...
wanna go out...
wad is this man...i goin to 19 liaox...
this cannt do that cannt do..
here dangerous there dangerous...
other ppl can stay up late..mi leix.
just a while oni nag and nag and nag...
yesterday coz wen out a bit late nia...
like thta oso angry...
wad is this man...ppl younger den mi go home damn late oso parent nvr say anithing..
wad is those stupid rules man...
i will nvr understand..
i am in my own world now...
no ppl understands mi...
its super difficult to fake a smile eu noe...
i try i enjoy wadever i hav now...
holiday wan work eu dun allow..okie nvm..
i slack at home...been nice of mi i nvr go out veri often...
and even if i had i wont take money frm eu taht often...
hai...there are mani place i wan go..but eu will nvr approve...
its veri diff to lie eu noe...
tell eu the truth eu angry...
tell eu where am i eu come pick mi up..and i will nvr enjoy myself...
there are no more tears for mi to shed liaox...
eu nvr once understand us...
eu keep busy wid ur things..
wen will eu understand us...
sometimes i really envy my sis...
she is now in jc...wad about mi...
oso dunno whether poly will accept mi or nt...
you nvr once approve my choice...
i go here eu angry...
join competition eu all oso not happy..
go trainin eu all oso not happy...
wad is wrong...
i think mani ppl are say i am mummys gal...
bullshit...
i nvr do well in my studies...same goes to my outside activities...
wad the hell am i???
eu all nvr once approve my decision...
i won medals...are you all happy???i dun think so...
all eu ppl noe is studies studies...
is studies really that impt...
so wad it is...
i am not study type of ppl..
eu think i dun wan study...
i feel really bad eu noe...
its like...go out oso muz think...
wait go out late eu all not happy...
go here oso not happy...
go there oso not happy...
wad is this???
its hard to fake nth hav happen b4..
really super down these days...
so if eu see mi happy thats all fake...
i am nvr a good gal...
enough of my ranting...so sorry ppl..but i guess no ppl will read it lah...
bb...

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2009-02-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

yoyo..here to blog...
haix..father is in hospital...
i dunno wad to do...
its like veri sudden again...
i really dunno wad to do...
ai ya...this blog for mi to rant rite..
i just write wad i feel lorx...
coz i dun think ppl will always come here and read wad...
i am no body...
who will care man...
back injured..ppl ask wad happen wid the AGAIN at the back or in the middle...
and will say y i veri accident prone...
haix...not even a word of care...
haix...i really dunno who is carin lorx...
i oni noe my family is caring...
and i decided not to touch cig again...but wid certain friends of coz i will luh...haha...
i really dunno y i am feel down this few days...
i really wonder y...
and one thing i hope i can go to poly luh..bcoz its like..my life...
if i nvr go poly...i can die alreadi...
haix...wad to do..
my results sucks...
just hope i can go poly thats all...
all i wan is poly and my father to recover...
haix.....wad a lousy life....
okie shall stop rantin here....

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2009-02-22T15:04:00.003+08:00

yoyo...here to blog...
sad news i think i injured my back...
damn pain can...cant do much things...
haix...
ppl askin mi go back trainin...
but now wid my back injury...
how to go back...
sianx...y do i keep injurin myself...
i actually felt a snap wen i was carryin something..
oh man...back injury...
dun feel like goin to the doc..bcoz no money...
dun feel like lettin ppl noe too...
haix...who will understand my pain...
sad...
monkey sign off...

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2009-02-19T13:53:00.002+08:00

yoyo...here to blog..aha...
okie..first i wan to say i went to take out my 2 teeth liaox...
experience suck..haha..
den on tues went to take out stitches...
den after that went out wid my usual gang...haha...
den go home slack..
yesterdae is the day...officially graduated frm ite...haha..
so happy lah although the ceremony a bit boring...but still i enjoy myself..
oni certain ppl noe wad i am talkin about..hha..
den after that makan..den take pics..den go home...
woohooo..yesterdae i ride home frm my sch...with my mother pillion...
so cool can...ah ha...
and i am still hoping to get a bike of my own so taht i can go around...
sad lah...coz i gonna miss my firned if we nvr meet up and go out..haha...
okie..gtg..i wanna dream for my bike...ah ha...

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2009-02-06T12:00:00.003+08:00

yoyo...
i noe veri long nvr update alreadi...haha...
busy plus lazy to update..
today i will do mass update i guess...ahha...

25th january 2009
this day is non other den new yr eve...
so reunion dinner is a must...
ahah...okie den went to this restaurant...
saw my karate friend...workin there...
ah ha...super funny lah...
okie after finish went to granmother house...
den after that slack lorx...den go home watch this watch that den go sleep...haha...

26th january 2009
first day of cny...obviously its ang bao collecting time luh...
haha...happiest day of my life man...
haha...go here go there...go everiwhere...
den after that go home pack bag sleep...

27th january 2009
second day of cny...ppl still goin around takin ang bao..
but i went to malaysia to take ang bao alreadi..
haha..wake up super early to go and take ang bao...
haha...of coz take the ang bao is malaysia money luh...haha..

28th january 2009
third day of cny...slack whole day at my granmother house...
cant do much too...
take the motor bike dunno how to ride...
bicycle oso dunno can go where...haha...

29th juanury 2009
wake up super early again...just to go to peneng early...
okie wanted to take ferry there...but could not find...
so took the bridge...haha...
go there enjoy...took alot of pics...
haha...veri funny luh...
super enjoyin lah...haha...
haha...den go back use com a while den sleep...haha...

30th january 2009
wake up...slack den after that pack and go take ferry back to main land...
super cool can...den after that go kl...
go kl there found psp so manage to get entertainment lah...haha...
den after that go sleep...

31st january 2009
wake up eat breakfast...
den after that go back pack stuff and off to sg...
haha..manage to reach sg early...
so home pack and sweet dreams..haha...

1st february 2009
wake up slack here and there...
den afternoon...family members plus mother friend come...
den eat steamboat...really eat until full sia...
eat and eat and eat.,...lolx...
den after that gamble...
a bit not good lah...
the fortune...haha...dunno y too...
lolx...

2nd february 2009
woke up..suppose to help mother but end up nvr go help...ah ha...
den after that went to mr leow hse bai nian...
b4 that go rose house bai nian...
den after tat go chalet...wow...damn cool lah...
first time stay over wid them sia...
its super cool...
thats all...

3rd february 2009
manage to catch a few mins of sleeps...
after that wake up play majong...
cool man...
den afte rthat go out walk walk...
den slack...
den they go trainin...i slack in chalet wid raden..
its like our heaven...we smoke in the room oso they dunno...
den watch ip man...
damn cool lah...
den slack...
den after that one more person come we play 3 player majong...
haha..den after that they come back we just slack..
the last day got alot of ghost funny movie...damn funny lah...haha...

4th february 2009
check out...go home...and sleep all the way till the next day...
so basically nth much...

okie i hav done a mass update...happy reading...next monday i am applyin for poly....
and next tues i am goin for op...actually damn scary..bcoz i scared...haha...i dunno lah..its like the way they describe damn scary luh..so now i am goin to prepare myself for the worst...

my plan are if manage to go poly..i will study extra hard...together wid my sis...den after that go university...thats my plan for now...lucky i nvr go to o lvl...coz i noe i wont b able to make it de...haha...

okie thats all for now...bb...

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2009-01-19T21:10:00.003+08:00

yoyo..here to blog...
actually not in the mood to blog...
just wanna blog how i feel out...
am i that not trusted?
that ppl dun wanna tell...
but they still either blog out or tell mi...
haix...i really feel veri argh...
dunno how to explain...
if eu dun wanna ppl to noe den dun say or blog...
wads the point...
really veri fastrated...
haix...feel really disappointed...
so mani things yet i dunno...i think i am left behind by the world..
haix...
dun feel like bloggin le...feeling damn disappointed and sad and angry...haix...

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2009-01-12T21:48:00.001+08:00

hey hey...here to blog...
ah ha..
firstly i wan to congrats my sis for doin so well in her olvl...
although eng a bit low..but at least eu pass...
now...i feel like emoin...i dunno y...
suddenly de...
shall blog another time..haha..

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2009-01-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

my post might not be long bcoz i m typin wid one hand..
today i wan freakin pissed off..
coz some one told mi to b in sch by 8am..
so i was kind enough i told that person that i would b late...
so wen i reach sch its 8 plus...
and guess wad not even one person is at sight...
i was so f*** up that i called the person and guess wad...
he is in class on the way down nia...
and another person was damn freakin late that he came 9 plus...
so i was damn pissed that i showed attitude...
but soon my pissed off part wen off and i enjoyed myself...
haah...we had fun playin around...
and soon i was hungry..
and ate lunch at 4plus 5...
how cool...
and i injured my left hand the thumd area...
dunno how to explain lah...
and i think i injured my nerve or muscle...coz its pain wen i move..
so i shall inmobilise my left hand and let it rest...lolx..
thats all for my day...
tomolo still got more man...haha...

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2009-01-03T21:27:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
hmmm...its new yr..and this is my first 2009 post..
let mi think of how to blog it...
coz i really dunno wad to blog liaox...
haha...i wanna go queensway to shop...
some things i still haven buy yet...
and i am runnin out of money alreadi lah...
sad lorx...aniwae money makin business???lolx..
i really need it lorx...
and i really need to buy so mani stuff...
oh man...
i need encouragement to pack my computer table...
i am just prayin that i can get into poly...
and i hope to get my motor license on 5th jan...
and i hope that i will study hard and play hard too...
haha...
okie i super out of mind alreadi lah...
dunno wad i talkin oso...lolx...
i doubt got ppl read it oso lorx...
haha..aniwae i goin off liaox..bb..

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2008-12-31T13:26:00.003+08:00

yoyo...
this last post for 2008...
haha...pretty sad..as my classmate gonna b seperated...
and those memory will stay in my mind de...
i will always remember eu all de..
hehe...
and today no idea wanna go where..mayb later go queensway wid parent..haha...
i wanna buy alot of things man...
frm queensway...lolx..i cant wait to go queensway shopping...haha...so mani things for mi to buy...lolx..
aniwae shall end here man...coz its supre boring...my life is so borin..coz i nvr go out...haha...
stay at home is all i want..bcoz i am lazy to go out..hehe..
okie lah..bb..

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2008-12-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
here to blog...
hehe...i shall blog about yesterdae...
hehe..yesterday went to east coast park wid karate ppl..
haha...kind of enjoying coz of the ppl...hehe...
really enjoy myself..haha...
played all along throw ppl into the sea...includin mi been throw into the sea...
haha...and after all the enjoyable moments...no ppl wanted to go off..but we hav to go off...hehe...and we went to parkway parade...we actually walk there horx...
and due to mi havin so mani injury...
while walkin i actually felt the pain in my leg...
so after so long we reach...and we eat and talk and off home..
haha...that all...but i really enjoy myself...lolx...
lazy to blog le lah...
haha...
blog other time...hehe..

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2008-12-26T18:02:00.002+08:00

yoyo here to blog...haha..
okie results is out..and guess i dun think i can go to poly...
coz my gpa not veri good...
but i still wanna try...
frm all c to all b again i think its kind of good for mi
haha...just hope that mi mother wont b so angry lorx...
but i will try to apply for poly
if can den okie lorx...
if cannt den haha....
i dunno wad to do accept for next yr chiong all the way lorx...haha...
next yr cannt anyhow liaox lorx...muz study damn hard...
if got things to study lah...
den go poly...haha...
which means by e time i finish go poly mi sis alreadi finish poly liaox
cannt lah...
die die oso muz go poly...
hope they will accept mi lorx...haha...

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2008-12-22T21:46:00.003+08:00

hey hey...
here to blog...hehe...
aniwae today did nth much...coz oni acc dad go see doc..
den use his phone the internet lorx...haha...
thats all...ahha..

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2008-12-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
sorrie for not bloggin for long...
ahha...
eh...thurs went shopping wid mi friends..
dyed my hair..although not really can see the colour..
but at least i dyed my hair...haha...
den went shopping...the longest shopping ever i had shoped...
frm afternoon all the way till nite...even had our dinner at about 9 plus...
i guess...lolx...
and fri...is the day...went to christmas party...everybodi wear till veri nice...
can see some handsome and pretty...but more pretty lah...lolx...
ehhe...
sat which is yesterdae...
went shopping wid family....
another big day man..shopped all the way man...
cool...bought 3 top 1 bottom and 1 sandal...
today had christmas party at grandmother house there...
kind of fun..and oso boring...haha...
den after that went over to cousin house to hav dinner...haha..
played wid nephew..damn cool lah...
he was shy at first...after that loosen up...veri nice liaox...
den play play play...
even bluf him down the stairs...
haha...let him rode on the bike...
and stuff...cool lah...
den i give him one christmas hat...which i took it frm ah ma...
lolx...
okiie shall stop here...bb...hehe...

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2008-12-17T23:08:00.003+08:00

yoyo
here to blog
haha so today went to hav my prac
and guess wad i pass...
woohooo....after like 3 times den i pass...
lolx...so happy...at least i noe that my tp is safe..
and now i no need to worry that i will hav to clear my license...lolx...haha...
so happy...so now is just playin around wid the bike practice and stuf...lolx...
hmmm....so like..haha...
just kinda excited...lolx...fully booked sia...
tomolo shopping for clothes...
fri christmas party...
sat shopping wid family
sun another christmas party
monday acc dad
tues free
wed countdown
thurs slack
fri dental appointment...
lolx...wow....
fully booked ar..lolx...
wanna go out..booked mi in advance...lolx...
okie gtg...bb...

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2008-12-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
hehe..here to blog..haha...
yesterday went off to campfire...
den after that at first was okie...
but after that i found it boring..
haha..okie lah...
coz i enjoy myself...
at least i met some of my team mate...
ahah..they change alot man...
but i guess is the gap diff..thats y i look really boring...
haha...afterall i oni been wid them for like oni one course...haha...
nvm its okie...
today hav my motor prac...
i improve..frm 54 to 28...
omg...hope i can make it...lolx...

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2008-12-14T13:24:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
here to blog again..hha..
yesterdae had an enjoyable day...lolx..
haha..
super fun can...
went to uncle house swim...
den after that eat all the stuff where we nvr eat for 124387982539781 yrs...
den after that play monopoly...veri cool...
use credit card wan...haha..play until veri funny lah...lolx...
den after that go home liaox..haha...coz veri late liaox...
hehe...dunno how to say liaox...haha...lolx..
super boring...haha..
later at nite i goin for a campfire...haha..
tomolo den i will update about the campfire...haha..

PS: mabel buy something for mi ya...haha...i dun care...lolx...

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2008-12-11T15:57:00.004+08:00

yoyo....
hehe...toady woke up early go help mother half day...
coz got dental appointment in the afternoon...
today put feeling...den after coz the doctor say near nerve...
coz see whether i wanna inject la i think...she just ask whether wan injection...
den i say anithing...
so she inject lorx...i barely survive okie...
so painful...but still i am alive...haha...
den after that she did all the stuff damn long lah...
some more halfwae hear ppl cry..damn lorx...
den now my front teeth are still numb i guess..
feeling is damn weird...lolx..
i wonder how izzit like if i were to take out my wisdom tooth...
omg..cant imagine...confirm goin to b damn pain wan lorx...
wish i could just close my eyes and let this happen...
its so damn eh..weird i guess...haha...
omg....
and its rainin heavily today...y??
lucky today no motor lesson...lolx...
and my op is on the 26th of dec....
omg...after christmas...aaaahhhh....
how to talk like that...argh...
and i hav yet to clear my 8.01 lorx..haha..
okie lah...gtg...bb...wanna rest...lolx...

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2008-12-10T17:37:00.003+08:00

yoyo here to blog..haha..
yesterdae had my motor last prac...guess wad...
fail...lolx...54 points leix far frm the 18 points lorx...haha..super funny lah...
i was laughin at my results...i guess i got the most points...
i wonder...wads wrong man...wen i did 5.02 that time i oni got 12 points for circuit...
now plus road worst lorx...guess i am just pretty excited...
i hope to complete it by 22 dec lorx...bcoz i really wanna get my license faster...
i cant wait to go out wid a bike instead of takin bus and mrt okiee...
haha..i shall enjoy my bus concession until 16 of dec...
hehe...and after that i hav to pay 45 cents everitime i go out take bus or mrt...
and better still spent one day of adult fare..coz my pass end 4th jan...
lolx...i guess so lah...haha...
so if i get my license den i no need to squeeze in the bus le lah...lolx..
today went to help mi mum...haha...finally a 10 dollar...lolx..
gonna save up the money that i earn...haha..
den after that spend spend and spend...lolx..
next yr chi wont b in sing...lolx...
boring....after motor lesson then is car license...lolx...so happy...cant wait sia...
aniwae shall stop here..update again..hehe..

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2008-12-08T19:30:00.004+08:00

yoyo here to blog..haha..
yesterdae had a fun day...
coz in the afternoon went to east coast park the liliputt...
its so fun lorx...
first time playin golf...haha...
den after that went to makan..
i hope my family will b like that sia...lolx..
haha...
den after that mi and sis went to mediacorp for the quan neng qiao mama...
its so cool first live show man...
the show was damn cool lah...haha..
okie...today went out..at first was suppost to b goin for filmin..
but due to rain its cancel...lolx..
den we think of where to go...
so we sit at a table...
we sit for quite long..
den after that this aunty shift the table so we stand up and go...
den this uncle dunno wad happen...keep shooting us..
so we shoot back lorx...super funny lah...
den after that we went to this hawker and eat dessert...
sit for a while oso...
den wen we about to go home..this fish ar..
say go play pool...
den after that we go play pool lorx...
den durin the pool session veri funny..
this gorila horx...
keep like fighin like that...
den we keep sayin each other and stuff lorx..
haha..veri funny...
den after that time to go home..
oso sianx dunno how to go home haha...
veri funny..
today really hav veri funny day...lolx...
haha...

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2008-12-06T19:53:00.004+08:00

yoyo...sianx lah...now first week end of hols..haha...first two weeks are like hectic for mi...until 16th dec den i can see wad i can do...lolx..
okie..today went out to attend some course at my mother stall there...
dun hav the cert cannt help mi mother...
so yeah...
hav to attend lorx...haha..
boring lah...i mean its like...
now sch hols alreadi..wonder wen i will get to meet my friends again...
i actually miss alot of ppl..and i wanna go out...
but wad to do..no money no fun...lolx...
and i actually kind of lazy to go out oso...haha...
but wad to do...no money...
wanna buy so mani things...but oso hav to think twice b4 i buy...
and i hope that this hols i can quit smokin...lolx..haven been smokin for quite sometimes...haha...
no go out means no smokin lorx..
haha..
actually holidays are boring wen eu got nth to do...lolx...
i wan to earn money so that i can use it during my hols wen i can go out..
but its hard to earn money eu noe...haha..
aniwae shall stop my crap here...bb...

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2008-12-05T17:40:00.004+08:00

yoyo...
sorrie ar long time no update mi blog...rusty liaox...
lolx...haha...
i went to malaysia for a weddin dinner...
haha..its was fun though...
but kinda boring at times too...
okie..my motor left last prac b4 i go for my traffic police test..haha..
so cool...lolx..
hmm...but still somethings i still not veri confident..like the u turn...hope i can make it bah...lolx..
self prac was interesting..but kinda boring though..
bcoz eu are all alone..and eu dunno wad to do..
like eu got do wrong or right or nt..
but still its interestin bcoz eu can go where ever eu like..
haha...its super interesting...lolx..
hmmm...
its hols now for mi...bcoz i finish both my exams alreadi...
first day of exam was okie..coz the question really veri easy but i still got some wrong..
second paper suc like helll...
i am just prayin for a pass for my second paper...lolx..ncoz it just suck like hell...haha..
haix...
all i hope is just a good gpa so that i can go to poly thats all...
haha..
its super boring lah..
tot can get back my freedom...father at home...cant do much stuff..
i need money...lolx...money to go shopping...haha...
i need to buy alot of stuff..
shall go off now..
more blog to come...
haha..
its will all b my boring hols...haha...

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2008-11-16T21:39:00.004+08:00

yoyo...
haha...here to blog...
haix...two more weeks...
and its my doom day...
i oni study one subject...and its not even halfwae...
another book wid mi friend...
so din get to study...haha...
super scared lah...
motor lesson is gettin more fun...hehe..
and my tp is on 5th of jan...
i just hope that i can pass..so that i can get to ride everiwhere...lolx..
boring lah...
exams are here...
need to start mugging...haha...
and i am goin to malaysia this fri..
i still haven get a prepaid card to use in malaysia...
mayb its fated that i cant use sms in malaysia bah...lolx..
and i am damn lazy to go trainin...
havin aches everiwhere..
old injury comin back..argh..
shall stop here..bb..

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2008-11-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

yoyo...
back to blog...
haah...
i dun seems rite this few days..veri lazy to go aniwhere juz wan a long sleep...
thats all...
i dunno y... i just get tired easily...
sad...
nth much happen...
just that i am gettin nearer on my motor license...
but my TP is on 5th of january...
at least chi i no need to worry no motor use...haha..
i can travel everiwhere without worry...hehe...
its so cool...lolx...
i mean its like no need to worry the travellin time and stuff...haha...
and i just hope i can get my license on 5th of jan...
coz i really dun wanna fail...so i am goin to practice hard on that man...haha..i think i got more den enough time to practice...lolx..so cool...haha...

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2008-11-04T22:48:00.004+08:00

yoz readers...
today post may not b a nice wan...
just some negative thinkin that i hav...
i just feel stressed everywhere...
i dun understand...
its like family givin mi stress...
den just now friend oso give mi stress...
how to not stop smokin???
wad the fuck is goin on???
everiwhere stress....
haix...
cannt study...
y izzit that this few days i am feelin low???
i really dun understand...
talk to friend...suddenly kanna attitude...
haix...y do i even hav a group of friends like that???
haix....
wad on earth is happenin to my life???
i am so sad now...
and who understand???
no ppl i can talk to...
oni think i can do is blog it out..and i dun care whether eu are readin or nt...
eu just dun understand wad kind of situation am i in...
i noe eu got so mani problems...
more den mi...
wad do eu think of mi???
haix..i dunno wad on earth am i...
i am just a useless freak...
who is lazy to do things...and dun give a damn type...
my life is almost done...
i think i can go anitime...
i will get lost in front of eu...
i shall stop here...gd nite...

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2008-11-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

yo readers...
two good news to share...
one is i finally pass my riding theory test and now i can go for my road sub...
another one is i finally went for my first newpaper big walk...haha..its cool..i think we should go more often..haha...next time i think i will bring my family along...haha..next yr de...lolx...
i really enjoy myself lorx...
although tiring lah..but its still worth walkin...but i din reallly went to walk around as avril and edward are tired alreadi..ahah...
but okie lah...still we get to enjoy ourself..haha...
and for the first time avril woke up early...lolx...
but okie..next yr we go again okie...haha...lolx..
boring...shall end here..bb.

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2008-10-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

yoz readers....
hmmmm here to blog..but its kind of negative...
i really hav no idea wad i am livin for...
i like a aimless soul living around...
i wonder y i end up like that..
i use to b a person who dun smoke...
and guess wad..i am a smoker..
wenever i say i wanna quit...
i will just go back again...
especially wen i am feelin down..
i will smoke...
i feel like i am useless...
i could not make this thing happen..
i hav let the club down..
y am i so lazy to even bring the things down for like ....
i hope it wont close down...
i dunno lah..i just dunno how to express out oni...
my family some more not say veri rich...
mother save here and there just to give us good live..
and wad am i doin here...
i really dunno wad to say lorx...
i just feel useless....
bcoz of mi...
haix...
totally no mood to do things alreadi lah...
i am such a lousy leader....
i shall stop here and go pack my bag for tomolo trainin...
floorball trainin...
and i am bankrupt..lucky still got cig to survive...haha...lolx...okie..gtg...

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2008-10-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

hey hey here i come to blog...
haha...today was a happy day..
bcoz today my family again went to east coast park which is like so long alreadi nvr go there...hha...
and we had fun.
and guess who i met at there...
of coz the karate ppl..
omg..its so fated lah...
haha... aniwae its so the haha..
so after that my family wen to eat steamboat..
so ex can...
but its nice...
nth to blog alreadi...bb...

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2008-10-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

yoz here to blog my wonderful story again...
today had not beed a good day for mi....
some irritating stuff happen in sch...
and oso i am having headache...
today i skip karate trainin due to headache...
plus my mood not veri good...
i really dunno wad to do...
do project oso kanna say copy...
just bcoz i wen over to their group to ask question...
and oso they do everithing b4 us...
and we are listed as copy cats..
today really no mood to do things lorx...
haix...hope tomolo my headache will okie...
and oso enjoy myself tomolo bah...
i think i shall stop here..
dunno wad to blog alreadi...bb..

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2008-10-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

yoyo..here i come to update my blog...
sch alreadi start for like 1 week and its comin to an end of week 1...
exam is closer and closer...
and i still haven prepare for a things....
its like gonna b dead liaox lorx...
today suppose to b class test...
so we copied the book...
and teacher was so nice that she let us open our book for the test...
coz she knew...wen she sit down we take the book and copy...
wen she stand up we drop the book on the floor...
haha...its so funny lah today....
and one of my friend actually say stop walkin around veri loudly that almost all the class was laughing....
and wen it was close book...some of them actually sleep...
so wen teaacher say open book all wake up and happy do the test...lolx..
after sch...wen to meet san san to go to outrum for the blood donation thing...
not mi donate lah...ish san san coz i donate alreadi...haha...
den went over to orchard to collect the cert thing...
and after that wen over to plaza sing to eat...
after that san san went off and of coz mi and steph wen to buy our stuff...
after that we go back to orchard to meet my yue mu...
haha....den chill and steph was so boring till she entertain us...
haha...so funnly lorx...and i love to b wid steph...
coz i noe wen i wid her i will b happy...
hehe...steph make sure ur house got something to eat and drink and chill...
haha...eu noe wad i mean..lolx...
den after that home sweet home...and here i am to blog...haha...
steph muz take photos on sunday...and oso meet up again to go out... :)

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2008-10-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

yoz here to blog...
haha...
i keep thinkin about mi riding a bike...
but it will oni happen during lessons...
i dunno wen den i can take my license..
wid so mani things kokup...haha...
seein my friend get the license really making mi jealous...
haha...just hope i pass my 5.02 and rtt...den it will b easier liaox....
haha...den can go road subject...and oso get my tp....and tada...license...
thinkin of it really excites mi..haha...now that my friend got license and a bike i will take his bike for a joy ride...haha...den oni for fun...lolx..taste of how it feels lah...lolx...
i am not fine wid my life now...
sch is startin soon...
and stress is comin...
pressure is oso building up...
boring lah...
gtg now..bb...

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2008-10-02T17:23:00.001+08:00

hmmmmmm.....
my hols is goin to finish soon left 1 more week....and i am goin to make sure i finish the things that i need to do so that i wont hav to rush....
but no money leix........so sad
haha...aniwae i hav been thinkin alot this few days....
not easy day for mi.....
so mani thinsg happenin.....
just wish to b happy always.....
haha........
not myself aniwae.....
haha....
alot of things to say in my mind but just dunno how to put it to words...
see ppl goin out really make mi happy...
got nth to say oso....ahha....
hmmmm....i really dunno wad to say alreadi...
shall stop here...bb...

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2008-10-01T19:19:00.002+08:00

yoz!!!!!!!
pardon mi for yesterday post........
dunno wads happening to mi....
haha....lolx...
yesterdae something happen and thats y my two post was really bad.......
sorrie.......
but after the nite sleep today wake up nth happen.....
and i am sleepy....
haha...my plan is to stop touching cig now....
and save money.......
haha........
so that wen hols come i can enjoy myself wid lots of money.......
haha.......lolx.........
shall control my money now.......hehe.....
cannt bring too much money out liaox........
and hopefully i save enough den go buy one prepaid card so that wen i go overseas i can sms......haha.......
no auto roamin is like that de.....
wad to do.......lolx.....
sure boring wan mah...
so sms lorx....
haha.....
just suddenly think of it.....
and to make my mind of cig i will try to eat sweet or something.....
haha.......and i muz make sure i study hard for end of yr exam....coz it make alot of diff man.........
i wanna go poly next yr.....and hopefully i can.......
omg muz start studyin hard le........
extra hard.......
aniwae i sleepy...wanna go off le...bb...

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2008-09-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

two post in a day........
i really dunno wad to do alreadi..........
no bodi to talk to..........
everibodi hav their own problem........
everibodi is busy wid their own things.........
if i wanna study i long ago wont go study ite le.......
wont everitime go to the lousiest class.........
go everiwhere oso kanna look down...........
i am just so useless..........
everibodi got at least o lvl.....
accept for mi.........
i felt like the whole world is falling down.........
i just cant do everithing right...........
anithing that is given to mi is nvr been done properly........
who can i talk to..........
haix...........
my whole world is dark again...........
hao bu rong yi my world is bright........
now haix...........
if something happen to mi..........
just forget mi.........
take it as if i nvr born..........
take it as if there is no such person........
i really dunno wad to do alreadi..........
i cant feel anithing..........
my heart is numb........
i tot i could b the most happiest ppl in the world.........
if eu wanna comfort mi........
plz dun ask mi to think that there is ppl worst den mi........
bcoz its useless..............
i back to the emo denise again..........
even in class oso so mani problem........
i really dunno how to settle.........
i am useless...........
wad am i.....
now in karate oso kns.......
everiwhere i go.....
just rubbish........
i hate myself.....
i hate the way i am.......
got everitime hav this 3 min thing.......
join something a while den dun wan liaox.......
i hate myself............
okie lah.......enough of rantings liaox.........
no body will care oso........
bb........

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2008-09-29T19:19:00.002+08:00

hhmmm.....today 321 post....
nice post yeah.......
haha.....
aniwae.......
i hav been negative lately.......
no idea y.....
mayb PMS????haha....cant b i just finish mine...lolx...
aniwae i feel so useless....
hols who is studying?????????????????
my sis lorx..........ppl o lvl wad.....
confirm go poly unlike mi...............
haix.............i dunno wad to do.............
mother keep sayin she not enough time..........
mi leix..........got alot of time but waste it..........
haha..............guess the happy go lucky gal is gone.........
hehe..........mother keep naggin to study sutdy.........
still say nvr put stress on us..............
kns..........................................................
its not like i dun like eu.....i eman its like if i can study........
i will b like sis alreadi..........
study study study.........instead of sittin in front of com and watch movie....
eu think i dun wan to study.........i stupid can........
i useless....cant study....i dun think i even hav the confident to go to poly lorx.
its all my fault...........i suck.....i should not hav survive..........
i should hav just died.........
i should not hav enjoy myself for so long...........
should hav met in an accident and die...........
argh.............
aniwae pardon mi sayin all this........
emoin now a days.........
xin qing veri unstable........
pardon mi........

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2008-09-28T14:15:00.002+08:00

yozzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmm....
think back about the past got one incident....
veri funny.........
that time i thinkin wad the hell am i doin.........y i can go until other lane.........
its super scary.....
now say i oso ps lorx.....
haix.........i really dunno wad i do lorx.....
its like everibodi i the oni one lost my way.......
this shows that i cant do anithing right........
i dunno y i become so negative.......
its just a sudden flesh back........
i feel that i am so useless....
cant do anithing......
such a easy way and i manage to lost my way...
wad is this man.........
omg........i cant believe that.....
say liaox oso veri ps leix.......
haix.......
i am a failure.........
no idea y i think of it........
haha.........
sorrie for being negative..........
dun worry i am alright.....
haha.....
mayb its the accident that make mi gone mad.....
lolx.....its goin to b one week le........
the scar is left to remind mi of something.....
haix........
now i hav scar on both hand le.....
right hand pulau ubin.....
left hand BBDC.........
haha.......think of it oso veri funny lorx.......
i nvr hav happy ending........
i dunno y.......
everitime think of family........
make mi wanna cry.........
i jut dun understand.........
haix.......
okie gtg........

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2008-09-27T13:50:00.002+08:00

yooooooozzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
here to blog...............
okie i super happy can.................
i went to see the F1 practice race............
although its a practice race...........
but at least i get to see it up close.............
haha.............
hmmmm..............
so yesterday meet up wid STY TCPC and CS(ps dunno the full name...)
den we walk around suntec....go food court makan....
den after that we go the water fountain there.......
heard the F1 thing....the sound is like.....
omg...so cool lah........haha......
den we ran back to watch again...........
guess wad............
our normal plan is to go river festival...........
lucky we stayed and watch the F1 thing..........
the sound is super cool lah.....haha....
and super loud..............................
haha..............
oh my tian!!!!!!!!!
STY is not mad about the F1..........
TCPC is worst..........keep thinkin about her wai yu..........
and mi..........can oni dream of takin the F1 cars one day..........
haha.............F1 is LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the end....hehe...bb....

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2008-09-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

yoyo.
here to blog again.
hmmm about yesterdae the incident.
my wounds felt worst.
its like my leg are pain like i hav fractured it.
i cant sleep well through the nite.
due to the hand injury.
and some part of my hand hurts like hell.
wonder wad really happen.
i tryin to recall wad actually happen.
i really feel sorrie for my pillion.
and my hand aches.
haix.
who will care if i die or nt?
haha.
nvm.at least i noe hu care for mi.
haha.
my left side i think spoil alreadi lah.
last yr dislocate.
this yr motor fall down give shock.
now my shoulder really aches like hell...
i wonder how mani ppl do read my blog man.
haha.
okie i am really mad...
haha...

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2008-09-23T17:38:00.002+08:00

okie.here to blog again.
today motor lesson is okie experience.
i will b out of action.
due to the injuries sustained frm today lesson.
its kind of hurts but its okie lah.
not first time injured oso.
lucky its just some minor cuts.
not much bleeding.
my pillion oso injured due to my riding.
i am so sorrie pillion hope eu are okie.
she oni injured the leg.as for mi injured elbow area and knee.
still alive.
dun worry.
wont die so easy wan.
haha.really gonna b out of action.haha.
lucky its on my left side so wont affect much too.haha.

PS:JOANNA CONFIRM THURSDAY GO HORX?????!!!!!HAHA.

thats all i am goin to say.bb.

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2008-09-22T16:18:00.001+08:00

STY when are we goin to the zoo again???!!!!
haha.i wanna hav some fun man.
life seems soo meaninglesss without fun....
everyday at home is cool lah....
but oso will bored to death de.....
haha.....
i am mad alreadi.....
lolx.....

[315]

2008-09-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

here to blog.
but i goin out soon.
so i making it short.
i am no longer the denise that eu ppl noe animore.
its like an emty shell.haha.
nvm.shall continue wen i am back.

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2008-09-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

hey.sorrie for the dead blog.
bcoz i am just too lazy to blog due to sickness.
haha.competitions are now over.
a time for mi to really concentrade on my studies.
and i mean really concentrade.
eh.mayb not.just eu look at mi i look at eu oni.haha.
need to really take down the notes alreadi lah.haha.lolx.
and my beautiful handwriting.
how can i write a nice nice handwriting.haha.
its super boring can.
dunno wad to do.
and oso holidays are here.
its super fast wen come to think of it.
it means exam are nearer.
omg.i cant believe this.
i need to really buck up for exam alreadi lah.
haha.really scary lorx.haha.
okie lah.gtg.
dunno wad to blog le.
bb.

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2008-09-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

yoyo.sorry for not blogging.
haha.been long since i last blog.
just plain lazy to blog.
haha.lolx.
super boring days.
haha.boring lah.
okiei finally proceed to the next stage.
after like 5 lesson.haha.
today is the 5th lesson yeah.
haah.aniwae karate competition is comin.
and i hope to get some medals.
its like.everi competition i haven been gettin ani medals.
haha.dunno bad luck or not enough trainin.
hope i do well for my competition.
okie lazy to blog alreadi.
gd nite.

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2008-08-23T12:31:00.002+08:00

yoyo readers.
sorry for not bloggin for a long time.
due to the competitions that i had.
and i hav been sick for sometimes.
which make mi veri lazy to blog.
haha.so many competitions.
and i hav been missing lesson.
and confirm got damn lot to catch up wan lorx.
but its okie.just hope i can do it can le.
haha.and on thurs nite.i had a really goot chat wid STY.
cannt put j coz now her official name.
haha.den on fri went back just i time for their promotion parade.
haha.lucky sia.haha.wen i reach den it rain lorx.
den yesterdae nite went to watch fireworks wid my daddy.
i just love the moments wid my daddy.
haha.he seems to b the most supportive.
my mum she is depends how de.
den today i am goin to watch fireworks again.
but this time its at the floatin stage.
its so cool.coz it will b my first time there.
i just love to spend time wid my family.
eh today ish not my family lah.but still part of it mah.haha.
today is watch wid uncle.so fun.haha.
okie lah.shall go off le.
bye bye.

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2008-08-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNA
dun say i bad.
sorrie for not bloggin for a long time
bcoz i was sick and din use com for a long time.
haha.competitions are comin.argh.
next week one whole week nvr go class
i wonder how i goin to cope wid my studies man.
haha.hope can win the semifinals and go into finals.
haha.boring lah.
so mani things haven do.
haha.oke gtg.
bb